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like a dog whistle tearing my patience from the charades of the day to day phases, I salivate to the pulse of the chaos I paint with these brain waves: infinite if you can't relate, stay the fuck away some people get it some people go deeper I’ve got a nuclear weapon called self actualization 60/20 inner vision aim inside and blast the glass ceiling just blur your eyes and fall deep inside and if you get it, then get it let it invade your mind this is the v i b r a n c e the v i r u s of energy you cannot save me I‘m already saved
“words create lies. pain can be trusted.” eyes glued to the window pane til’ the sun comes up to say “worry, fixate and then repeat” do you imagine their blood inside your head? as far as I know they're all already dead, caught up in a comfortable lie so why aren’t you alive yet? take your own advice before you take theirs all you wanted was something that something is nothing well ain’t that...something
so come down and see what you've repressed for every error theres a blessing within yet some people think its funny to dilute and berate while you keep missing the point, mine will only get sharper this is ascension this is regression this is all that you were programmed to be afraid of reformat and take another good look at the beauty underneath the disease, let the rest roll off
(“fine” has expired) I’m your life crashing pilot board the most loving defect guard down, enter absence: what medicine could bring the end to means drenched in abstinence? I cannot accept cannot eject what I’ve let in I grab the thorns and turn the world red blood on my hands, your tired eyes stare you should run far from here every killer has their motives I keep mine locked up in black boxes all the keys dissolved in my gut with the rest that you'll never see all I feel I’ve ignored to keep things safe for you now all I feel I’ve explored now nothings safe for you so pure so infantile cut my hands clearing tears off your smile goodbye, now we live
anesthesia 01:07
I can't stop my eyes from blurring day in, day out...i don’t wanna be like this.
skin stitched to the bed, windows left wide open itch as I paralyze beg for “now” all the time may a feeling come I’ll catch; I don't wanna be like this separate “I” from “I” automate my demise I don’t wanna be like this; staring at the cracks in the wall strangled by the hands of a clock spin... ...faster time is up, let me go seratonin discontinued nostalgias running out another classic case of “got to kick this shit out” time is up let me go I’ll be waiting for the pipe dream bombs to burst I got soul, so what (I got soul til’ it stops) turn the ins out let the bombs burst
doomtech 04:46
enter umbra: smoke and mirrors lungs fill up while I look in get your licks up on the surface, theres no sugar down and under circuitry so complex it only works itself I caged my head in the clouds and my feet underground everytime I close my eyes I crash a thousand cars and all my loved ones die surging with the urges to mutilate and all the guilt of every unwanted thought it brings how did it get like this? psychosomatic ticks keeping the feeble conscious stuck inside a broken stereo no control on the dial of deathfmradio all I’ve seen now I see despised don’t you get it? I didn't expect a thing you sing to wage war you sing to build this cage violent opera, sing me to death how'd it get like this?
untitled 00:59
free and radical shrapnel in the blood 20 seconds : 20 hours calculate my consciousness I see my reflection in the stain of every hardwood floor when Im too tired to look up alive by midnight, and dead by the morning star this is all I know do you know who you are? the more that I bleed, the more it takes the pain away
end eternal 03:13
first page blank. numb again. walking between morphine walls. (my insides match the sky) my instinct inflicts I and all leper to idle lives that rinse repeat in days end sighs catch a chill in freeze frame life, burn this vessel out of time t h e e n d : eternal I breathe better in fog. I see clearer underwater. my end will be eternal my insides match the sky the more you speak the less you say the blood we share doesn't bleed the same rain go away, rain go away... please stay, wash the blood away
errorzone 04:15
take in, repulse, search for the oxygen it comes and goes like the promise of addiction suppress and explode, reload the pain into passion pull the verve from the hurt, and evolve through destruction something itches something begs to break the form splint the elbow, break the cheek on the palm look at these eyes blur and gaze out the panes I see something you don’t I see something that you can't no medicine no remedy no paradise eternity embrace the human form enter the errorzone in this spiral of depress and desire, I want to erase myself and set this world on fire so far I see something more I reach out and touch but, it’s out of my hands it’s out of my head
...and for my own sake I had to cut the smile from my own face: f r e e goodbye is a new hello to all the shit you refuse to know every day theres a lesson but nobody listens until they’re forced to let go so when does life begin again? penny dropped and spent back into the debt dissolved in the nature that breaks down the being (the sun that you soak in feels like a burn to me) it‘s all old data in a dead machine I will not deny what I cannot delete please. re. write. me. in this pool of time and blood, we occupy the deep til’ our feet hit the ground these tears have cured the cancer of never knowing how to feel or be death is the answer to knowing we are temporary I quit infinity for as long as I stay awake, I will not fear what the future brings: what's now is mine to take


released June 22, 2018

Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by Will Putney at Graphic Nature Audio in November 2017
Released by Closed Casket Activities


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